Bread in the AM, Meat in the PM!

Trying to join Propher Jolynne Whittaker in the “UNTIL YOU BLESS ME FAST”!

Lord I need your direction every step of the way. Help me oh lord to understand and execute your will in my life. Allow me to submit to those things I must go through in order to draw out your oil within me. Break me for the Glory of the Lord Ana for the Glory of the Lord alone ABBA!

May your will be done in my life and through my life in Jesus mighty name amen amen amen

Lord direct me as to what you want me to eat on this fast, what you want me to refrain from on this fast, I give you space & time to speak – reveal your will to me lord Jesus mighty name amen amen amen!!! 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

So the Lord brought me to exodus for Bible study today which I do not believe is happenstance. As I believe I am on the brink of a major breakthrough in my life, I feel it I believe it, I receive it, I declare and I decree it in Jesus mighty name -by the power of the Holy Spirit alone amen amen amen

thank you ABBA!!!

When asking what I could eat the Lord reminds me of the exodus passage. And Lo and behold I have manna bread in the freezer!

So i discern that He releases me to eat that bread and I cut off a quick bite. Then I add a fully fresh juiced cold breaker from the neighborhood Lazy Acres and feel empowered in my gut! Praise Jehovah he will answer our prayers, so we must remember to give him praise!

Lord help me at all times to remember you in all I do and in all that I seek amen amen amen!



The end of the day was awesome! To explain why the end was so very awesome, I first have to tell you that the enemy came for me this morning! Tried to get my whole day off track. Got my whole nervous system up in a roar, trying to mess with your girl. While I was initially triggered, I was able to maintain a level head, remind him that the LORD rebukes him and laugh at his attempt to get me out of faith! I reminded him that even if he thought he had got in a good shot, my ABBA DADDY WINS IN THE END ANYWAY and HE would work it out -hey hey! Oh how blessed my soul was to rest in that truth. I don’t have to do anything. Wait, I do need to repent – which i did – asking for forgiveness for those sins that I knew of, was unsure or absolutely just did not know! Then I was able to rest in the fact that my ABBA DADDY would rush to the rescue and handle the battle for me! I just had to stand and praise HIM, GLORY TO HIS NAME FOREVER AND EVER AMEN!

So first, he resolved the attack on me in the am, then I got a call from a friend in jail mid day and we talked away about revelations that he had be receiving from GOD, along with actually Revelations prophecy. We effectively edified one another and confirmed some things for one another. He told me things that confirmed that GOD was answering prayers that I had prayed over him, and it overjoyed my heart!

Later in the day, I had a visit with a friend who no longer lives in Long Beach. While we were catching up, it was revealed to me that she has the exact skill set I need to turn my program into a curriculum training! Praise God. I’ve been praying to the LORD – ok ok, I’ve been complaining to the LORD that I had the desire, the will, but not the skill to execute a training program! I did not even know where to start! Well praise GOD I don’t have to because Rachel does! Whoop Whoop! Doing my little praise jig!

This is BIG! I have been praying over this vision FOR YEARS! Working hard toward it and its funny because I literally felt as if the LORD told me to rest in this season! hahaha! Talk about a confirming word! He needed me to rest, to get in his word – get his water- and shift from the last traces of past complex traumas, so that I’m ready to step into the land and TAKE THE TERRITORY! I BELIEVE IT, I RECEIVE IT, I DECLARE AND I DECREE IT, IN JESUS MIGHTY NAME AMEN AMEN AMEN!!! I have so many hopes of impacting my community for the good and it all starts by bringing understanding and hope back to the individual in society. Using conflict resolution tools geared toward the internal conflicts we all have, but beginning with our children! I am beyond juiced and see HIS hand all over this!

Lastly, there are some very exciting things brewing on the FBNPLAY home-front that has me hooping and hollering in the spirit as well! I see elevation, business and community recognition, released financial flow and investor support coming our way! IN THE MIGHT NAME OF JESUS AMEN AMEN AMEN – YeahYEAH!

So all in all it was a great day and I see things breaking and shifting in the spirit! The enemy has no power here, all PRAISE BELONGS TO YAHWEH and HE will receive it! To this I say, YES AND AMEN and bring on more ABBA! IM READY by the power of the HOLY SPIRIT alone! #amenamenamen #slavegirlroyalwalk


You are MY Black History

Norman Arthur La Franks, YOU ARE MY BLACK HISTORY… and I remember you…

 The years has flown since your passing, but today on your born day, I want to honor the memory of you. 

Through you – through your journey – a way was made for me and my own journey.  I thank you for the impact you had on my life.  Some good and some very sad, yet I appreciate all of it. It laid the foundation that eventually lead me to Christ.  

I thank God for you.  While you were an imperfect human being, the family told me how outgoing and personable you were. They said you were awesome at entertaining the crowd. You were great at stories, …you spun fabulous tales of fantasy for the enjoyment of those around you….and sometimes even for your personal benefit.  They told me, I chained smoked like you use to.  Lighting one cig up with another before the first was finished.  It’s amazing the traits that are passed down simply through genes.
Yet, I thank God that I got some of my best traits from you, my smile, my personality, my humor, & my entertaining spirit.  I praise God that I learned to stick to the truth in your absence, and have known God’s grace through His breaking my addiction to nicotine.

As an adult, I understand more fully now the strength of some of your struggles, your weaknesses and even your fears.  I’ve lived long enough to know now how hard it is to fight against the savage events of life.  To stay afloat consistently, while drowning endlessly.

 I can only imagine what you went through, the pain and heartaches; what lead fantasy to become your best friend, what lead you to run from your responsibilities.  When I was young I was angry, and I hated you.  I hated your weakness and your fear.  This lead me to hate my own weaknesses and fears….Having a more seasoned understanding from experiencing this life myself, I now am keenly aware that this world was not built for you, was not kind to you, and did not love you the way you may have needed it to.  I understand more fully how crippled it may have left you.  If no one ever said this to you in life, I apologize for the cruelty of this world.  I ask for your forgiveness for being so unforgiving for the majority of my life.  I love you and praise God that I was able to tell you that multiple times before you died.

Again, I love you, I forgive you, and pray I see you at heaven’s gate.

Song of the day: Sevin – Surrender, Purple Heart Album